Life wise: Everything in me has changed. My character seems to change more. I am a much more stronger person and i stand on my own foot. I know what i want, when i say this it doesnt mean i know everything that i want but what i mean is like i know what i right for me. Now i dont need anyone to lead me as i lead my own life. I am the Leader of my life.

Friendship wise: I love my new bunch of Babes and hunks. Namely: Hidayu, Kamisah, Syeera, Zulhilmi, Firdaus. They know me and my laughters. Though i only know them for like 3 months plus, They are like these bunch of peeps i knew long time ago. Not forgetting My secondary school friends. We are still together as one. As for the others? Like Rusydiah? She is one hell of a girl <3. I love her manxxz. She knows me in and out. Never fails to give me hugs! Syafiqah? Yeah we are bestfriends back <3 We still have misunderstandings here and there but we still pull it through. Amirah? Yeah this girl, she understands me too. We always confide to one and other when the need arises <3. 

Relationship and love wise: This is where all my Stress comes from. I regret knowing many guys this year. Like seriously, I label myself as a bloody bitch when it comes to this matter. Firstly Nicholas, he was actually my boyfriend for many times. When i say this it means we went on and off quite alot of times. And last february i met him in person. Damn was i shocked to see him. I didnt expect him to be what he was. Well he is behind bars and besides our relationship doesnt seem to get anywhere. Many of my friends and family disapproves our realtionship that i had to let go.Next Hamza, now he was my Boyfriend for a week and he was not only my boyfriend but also my classmate in ITE.I have to admit, our relationship was a one sided love as i didnt love him at all. I accepted him was simply because i pitied him. But he ended our realtionship as he say that His parents disapproves obese girls. =.=" Next Faiz husaini, Gosh this guy he was a hell in my life!". He is like 2 years younger than me. Trust me to have entertained his nonsense. I never once fell for him but yet he labels me as his girlfriend,how pathetic? Next Fauzi, now this guy i was attracted to him. Both were attracted to each other but...he was not only attracted to me for love but also for Pleasure too. I ended my contact with him right after knowing that he wanted my for pleasure too. Next Mujeeb, gahhs this guy? *Laughs* No comments. He S.S acronym for Syiok sendiri. Next Eim tiger, I knew him for only a week. And many things happened. I lost my very first kiss to him. I know pathetic right? But trust me i really liked him. He made me trust him and at the end of the day i was just his victim. This guy can never be forgotten right at this very moment i still am thinking of him . Seriously, i told my mum about it. She was disappointed in me for trusting him but at the same time she was actually happy that i told her the truth. As i am very open with my mum Likewise my mum.  Next Suhaimi, now suhaimi is a guy whom i knew for 3 years plus i have rejected him many times. But this year i thought of giving him a chance, and he met me one day after i ended my school he sent me home. I was infact shocked. See, i am a very "particular-typed" of person i make sure things are right. And there was something in him that didnt appease me. Bitchy right? I know. But This is Me and i am like that. Up to now he is stressing me up by asking me to be his. I keep pulling the date. I dont know how and when to accept him. *Sighs* Lastly, Kieran, A guy whom i just knew yesterday. He is a Major superb Hunkie. He works as a Personal trainer and also as a Weight management coach. *laughs* he can control my diet :P He wants to go on a date with me and see how far we can go. I replied him saying we shall see. See you guys, Many guys came in and out of my life. And all this happened This Year. 2011. I never knew 2011 will be this bad for me. Gahhs im confused please.

Family wise: There are indeed many ups and downs between me and my parents. Seriously i cant get along with my dad. This has been so since the year 2006. Me and my dad fight like cats and dogs. My mum? We can be like 2 peas in a pot or we can also be arch enemies when it comes to fighting. My brother? I am always nagging at him about his studies. Gosh his studies are dropping like hell. He doesnt seem to care about his studies neither does he know that his Prelims are like around the corner. =.=" Cousins? My Babygirl is always by my side though she can also be a pain in the ass for me, she never fails to give me her support be it Mentally or Physically. Love her truck loads.

So yeah this are all the things that has or are happening in my life. But nevertheless, i am pulling it through. With a Big smile and my heart laughters, everything will be fine for me even if i were to be outwitted by something or someone. Sorry for the Long post. This is what i have been longing to post. I am basically pouring everything that has just happened. :`)

Shall end it here. My cute botak(s) are coming tomorrow. <3!